My friend Gene's youtube profile. Look for the playlist called Hat Girl.
Gene: [link]

My youtube profile. I'll be putting videos of my sleep overs on there.
Me: [link]

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo close to Christmas! lol


All I can really say right now is I hope all of you have a happy holiday and happy new years!

I'll be spending most of my Winter Break with Max and friends before school creeps up on me.
Speaking of school, I got four A's and a B for this semester. You can believe that I'm ecstatic!

The other part of my Winter Break will be dedicated to my ' personal ' work. Stuff I want to do. I finally get to do stuff without people telling me how to change it or "make it better". Good. I can finally let my imagination run wild for once. I haven't been able to do it since August. Rather frustrating. You can imagine my folders are ready to explode with all of my unfinished ideas and projects. Bah.

Anyways, after Christmas shopping for EVERYONE, my wallet is getting thin and my card is overheating. lol That's what happens when you do most...ok 99% of shopping online. I'm getting lazy. Sue me.

And yes, it's nearing 3am over here right now. I'm at Maxs. I slept most of the day. Haven't been sleeping well since last monday. Stupid cold. I have mucus just clogging my throat and nose. Freakin' gross. It has cleared up quite a bit today from me hacking it up. So I'll be alright.

*pokes Max to wake up*

OH!! Spring 2010 I'm graduating! Huzzah! And I have now 3 possible jobs lined up.

1. Maxs uncle's graphic design company.
2. The school district needs a graphic designer/getting paid by the theatre to do their work.
3. My cousin's wife family member has a graphic design company.

How freakin' awesome is that?!! I'm totally stoked! And most likely more jobs will line up if I talk to my art director at the school.

I'm going to be saving money like crazy once school is over. Me and Max really want to get a place in a year and half or so.


Moving on.


So I'm hoping to hear from you all next year before I put up a new journal.

And next year I'll be cleaning up my gallery. A lot of old stuff that I can't stand anymore will be going bye bye.


Childs-Son (Doll account)
Mike Comics---- (CLOSED)

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My friend Gene's youtube profile. Look for the playlist called Hat Girl.
Gene: [link]

My youtube profile. I'll be putting videos of my sleep overs on there.
Me: [link]



This song is too awesome. They do most of the music for Red vs Blue and I love them oh so much!

Even Max thought they were awesome, just for the fact of how the guitar sounds.

"I'm locked and loaded, sugar encoated." Awesome line.

I like to listen to it when I'm working in photoshop.

Anyways, going to the Trans-Siberian Orchestra with Max on Dec. 6th. Huzzah!! It's going to be awesome sauce!




I was going to update this yesterday, but I was beyond sick. I got sick off of something my dad made on monday. It wasn't the turkey but it was the gravy he used. I woke up at 3 am totally nauseous and I kept burping it up. I went to school thinking that I would be ok if I just kept drinking water and some juice. I had a baby orange which did ease my stomach for awhile.
But I could barely sit in my class for more than 15 minutes. Went to the music building and laid down. Slept there for about three hours. Every now and again waking up and laying on someone new.
I tried a few times to throw up, but no good.

Went home after awhile and passed out for four hours. Woke up, ate some bread, drank some more water, took a shower, then went back to bed.

Woke at midnight feeling fairly good. My stomach was growling like crazy. Come 3am I ate a microwaveable pizza and went back to sleep. Woke up feeling awesome!

So that's good.


As for school, finals are coming. I'm practically done in all of my computer classes. Just a few tweeking and that's it. I have two more tests in art history then I'm done.

Awesome.



Xmas is getting super closer. And all of the gifts I ordered are coming in! I have about 2/3 of them so that's good. There's one I'm worried about since it's super fragile. Bah the stress of UPS and the way they handle things. I know it'll come all bubble wrapped and peanut infested. lol

Either way, I gave Candice, Mitch, Anna, and Anna's mom their gifts. They loved them.

PRESENTS!!!! lol


Childs-Son (Doll account)
Mike Comics---- (CLOSED)

CLUBS
Co-Founder ---------

My friend Gene's youtube profile. Look for the playlist called Hat Girl.
Gene: [link]

My youtube profile. I'll be putting videos of my sleep overs on there.
Me: [link]

I seriously have no clue how many times in the last few days I've said "I'm going to hell."

Don't ask.

Anyways. Business graph for independent class due today. History test tomorrow. Tobacco Road play thursday. Driving to Maxs friday.
Trying to finish all 20 images this week. I'm actually staying in my classes all the way through, just so I don't have to do work at home.
It sort of sucks tho, cause then I have to drive later when there's a lot of traffic. Sucky.

Moving on.



That boy is such a sweetheart, he truly is.
I only wish I could chat with him more. He's such a joy.

I have to make him something....*starts thinking of what to create*




Thanks everyone that faved my last two submissions. It really made me smile. Those last two submissions were actually submissions for the Wacom contest. I didn't try for it last time, but considering this contest is based on dreams, might as well give it a shot.

What's there to lose. And they only took an hour to create, so it was a nice break from my school stuff.

I've slowed down on my geometric designs, I realized if I spit out too many of them that my ideas will wear down. Gotta be careful.

Sketch is alright, if anyone cares, got to take him out and shoot some photos for my class. So he's happy and quiet for once.

My writing is coming back to me, slowly. I think it's the fact that I'm experimenting with 'anger'. An emotion I wasn't all that proud with, but lately it's been letting me be someone I've had bottled up for quite sometime.
Bah moving on.



It's finally getting chilly here! Woot! I adore the feeling of a chill running through me. The joy of wrapping up tightly in blankets and making a cocoon to fall asleep in. Drinking hot drinks and letting the heat vibrate through you. *sigh* So lovely.

I have all my Christmas gifts lined up. My friends Candice and Mitch already received their gifts. I have gifts for just the important people in my life, I'm not giving stuff to all my friends. Waste of money to me. If I had my other grant before Christmas, perhaps I would get more gifts, but no. So I must be wise with my money.




Anyways, I'm off to create havoc and beauty, all in one.

Christ I need a soda.
*walks off*


Childs-Son (Doll account)
Mike Comics---- (CLOSED)

CLUBS
Co-Founder ---------

My friend Gene's youtube profile. Look for the playlist called Hat Girl.
Gene: [link]

My youtube profile. I'll be putting videos of my sleep overs on there.
Me: [link]

Wow...It's been nearly a month since I update anything.

Not like you guys read these things anyways.

Moving on.

So Halloween has come and gone. My friend Pinky had an awesome party!! Real insanity, but me and Max had a great time. Rockband, soda, Apples to Apples, and just seeing all of my friends. It was literally my first Halloween party.

Anyways, school is kicking my ass as usual. Signing up for classes is hell. Found out that I'm not just taking 18 credits...but 22. Three sitting in classrooms and three online. Plus doing the photography for the music building and the graphic design work for the theatre department.

It's bad enough that I barely have time this semester for personal work, but next semester is going to really drive me into the ground. I really wanted to take Life Drawing with *luthienyavetil but sadly I can't. I have to only focus on the classes I totally need for graduating. And trust me, I'm more dedicated then ever to graduate in May.
Another sad thing is that I'll be spending a lot of time in the library next semester to get stuff done. Probably have to pay to use the computer labs whenever I want..or just bring my laptop to school to get stuff done. Whatever it takes to get good grades next semester, I will do it.



In other news, the only personal work I've been able to get done are my geometric abstractions in my sketchbook. I could do those for hours...if I had the time.
The photography I'll be putting up is things from my digital photography class and stuff I've been able to capture on my down time.
Hopefully you all will like it.
At the end of this semester I'll be putting up a load of pictures I've done for photoshop class. I just don't want to do it yet.

I really want to write again. It's sad that the books I'm writing are up in my shelf, gathering dust. And my poor Sketch has been laying in bed for days, begging me to take photos of him. All I can really tell him is "When I have time sweetie."

And if you're asking "Well how is you have time for this journal?"
My answer is "I don't. I'm doing this in class on the 15 minute break."

Once I'm done with this, it's right back to work.

HUMANS

Here are a few people that I've been meaning to give some attention to.
They are dear friends of mine.














Childs-Son (Doll account)
Mike Comics---- (CLOSED)

CLUBS
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My friend Gene's youtube profile. Look for the playlist called Hat Girl.
Gene: [link]

My youtube profile. I'll be putting videos of my sleep overs on there.
Me: [link]

So I'm totally exhausted right now. Spent half the night talking to Mitch about philosophy and the likes. Then the rest of the time I was studying three point turns and parallel parking by running it over in my head and doing arm movements. My eyes hurt big time. I'm probably going to nap when I get home, or most likely work on my online class till I fall asleep. Sounds good to me.

I'm taking on more artwork now. Not good. I don't know how I get myself into these things. I think I'm too nice for my own good. I'm doing a collab on here with a young lady that asked if I could do something with her soon to be stock photos. Just so she gets an idea of what they could be used for. So I said ok. Then today, my friend Frank asked if I could make one of my abstracts (geometric designs) for him to put in his video. I shrugged and said no problem. And, I'm slowly waiting for a reply from the theatre department about the next play called 'Tobacco Road'.
I'm really hoping that I'm not overworking myself. Blah.

I have to be sure that I don't succumb to WoW and it's addicting quests. I want to use it for relaxing for just a couple hours, but a couple hours turns into four or five. I missed dinner once. That wasn't fun. My tummy was grumbling for most of the night.

Either I get a tiny vacation soon or I'm going to stress out again before I see the doctor at the end of the month.
My need for perfection and getting things done quickly is ruining my patience. Which is not good cause I'm alienating people again.

*slams head on desk* I need a break from my personal work now. It's starting to feel like school work. *sigh*

For the hell of it I'll probably stay away from here for a good week or so. Just so I can get things done and not worry about this place.

School work is more important than anything right now. Other than driving. I need to study for that....ugh.
Studying...my one major flaw with school. I never learned how to study correctly.

Anyways, enough ranting.

Ya.......I'm writing this in class again.


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