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It just took three minutes.
Three minutes to make my day crash and burn with the essence of your smile.
You’re so far already, why must you make it harder for our arms to embrace one another.
It’s easy to lie and deceive when I can’t see your face or hear your voice.
Perhaps it’s just my sisterly love that makes me feel this way, but I doubt it.
My brother, my best friend, my only link to who I truly am.
You helped me realize that I don’t have to be bitter.
That I don’t have to be cruel.
That I can love and be loved by just saying a few kind words.
These tears that I cry, you have seen before.
These words that I write, were already coming from years before.
I saved you so many times, as you have me.
I have stood up for you as you have for me.
We stood up to the non believers, who thought we were a terrible match.
Who tried to break us apart with rumors, gossip and jealous filled gazes.
But we fought them all, and see us how we smile down at them.
My brother.
Your sarcastic ways, cynical laugh and romantic gaze.
I will not forget.
Though we have no pictures to frame from our jointed past.
I will hold the memories that we have always had.
From the time where I fell asleep in your arms.
To the time where I cried from anothers physical harm.
I’ll hold you just like I did underwater.
As we lazed in the summer sun time and time again.
You are my best friend little brother.
From then, till now, forever until we can no longer hold one another again.
©2009 *TheChild13
:iconthechild13:

Author's Comments

My best friend, my little brother.

Mitch.

After he leaves NAU, he's leaving.

His parents have decided to move to San Antonio.
Job related.

He's going with them after he graduates.

He's not coming back to Phoenix.

He's been my best friend for six long years.
He's the only person I confide in with everything.

We talk on msn as much as we can, but that only goes so far.

I've tried not to cry. But it's so hard.

Nearly a year ago, me and him talked about a time where we would split. Where we would stop talking after awhile.
I guess that time is coming quicker than I imagined.

I love him so much. I don't want to lose him yet.

I can feel my heart cracking.

I want it to be a lie.

Mitch: Goodnight sis.
Child: Goodnight bro.
Mitch: :hug: :kiss:
Child: :hug: :kiss:
Child: Buh-bye :rose:

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:iconcrazyredwood:
Loss. I've tried and rationalize it's sting away, say that its for the better, that its neccessary, that you can't love if you can't lose. In reality, its just a four-letter word that can be more painful than any other. Even hate doesn't carry as much weight.
I am sorry for yours. I know what it feels like to watch a relationship you wanted to last forever drift south and melt, becoming lost in the sea of the world's emotions, with you trying your hardest to save it, even as it kills you. :no:

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I have so many achievables!!! -Caboose
:iconluthienyavetil:
T_T I does not like your sadness. But it is an understandable sadness. I can't say it will get better, but I hope that it will, even if only a little.

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"The only stroke I've ever had is one of genius." -Mr. Magorium
:iconthechild13:
No worries it did get better. I called him the other night and we talked for like 2 hours. We both cried about it, talked about it, then started laughing about other things. He told me that now we just have to work hard in telling eachother if anything is wrong. I agreed. He is determined to see me before he leaves. So that's good.

Thank you for being there for me. It does mean a lot.

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"Only when we've lost everything, are we free to do anything."
:iconluthienyavetil:
I'm glad I could be of some use. And I'm glad you two worked it out. You definitely need to get together before he heads out. Have some good last laughs and stuff.

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"The only stroke I've ever had is one of genius." -Mr. Magorium

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